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One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken

Heart are mending on the shelf.

I saw you holding hands standing so close to someone else.

Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone.

I'd give my best to you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry.

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I've gotta put you out of my mind,this time

Stop living a lie.

I guess I'm down to one last cry.

Cry

I was here,you were there.

Guess we never could agree.

While the sun shines on you,

I need some love to rain on me.

Still, I sit all alone,

Wishing all my feelings were gone.

Gotta get over you.

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry.

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I've gotta put you out of my mind,this time

Stop living a lie.

I guess I'm down to one last cry.

I know I gotta be strong,

But 'round me

Life goes on and on and on, and on

I'm gonna dry my eyes

Right after I have my one last cry.

-D.I.C-

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It's Valentine..

Today is valentine day..

no boyfriend no pain.. :)

Gw cuma mau bernostalgia..

when i was celebrate val day with Him..

bagaimana sibuknya gw buat prepare somethin special for him..

1. pot coklat yg berisikan foto" gw dan dia.. and 15 choco stick yg menandakan tanggal jadian kita.

2. for the first time..I made a video doc. about him and I record a song which that song he really like.

2,5 taon.. gw sama dia bareng"..

entah itu masi dia simpan apa ngga..

i dont know.. i didnt want to thinking about it anymore..

buy this year.. my life must go on..

no more mellow..and say no to galau (kalo kata coco,,hehe)

i can life with him or without him..

:)

i just wanna say thanks for everybody who love me..

terutama my Dad JC! My lovely Parents, my bro and my sist.. also all of my friends in syd or indo..

thanks for u'r love

and thanks for u'r support for me!

Happy Valentine DayS!

FOR ME..

hari kasih sayang ga cuma hari valentine aja kok..

Monday to Sunday are also same day!! haha

-D.I.C-

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Forgive...

Ternyata yang lagi mengalami broken heart ga cuma gw!

Ada cece gw Marchella Maria.. Ada Ci Jessi ada Jovita..hoho

Dan lebih kerennya lagi..

Kisah cinta gw dan ci jessi hampir 90% itu mirip bgt..

Ngedengerin Ci Jessi curhat soal ex nya.. Brp lama dia jadian dan harus putus gitu aja karena sudah merasa tidak ada kecocokan antara mereka berdua.. Dan sang pria pun memutuskan untuk mengakhiri semuanya.. Dan lebih parahnya lagi beberapa bulan kemudian sang pria sudah jalan dengan wanita lain yg di kenalnya.. (Singkat cerita bgtu pokoknya) sumpah ce ini aku banget!

Ngga cuma gw doang yg ga bisa move on..

Tp mereka juga tdk bsa secepat itu untuk move on..

Butuh proses.. Butuh waktu..

Dan tentunya butuh pengorbanan hati dan air mata.. :')

Gimana sakitnya hati kita pas bgt ngeliat dia lagi deket sama cewe lain..

Segitu cepatkah dia ngelupain kita gtu aja?

Tentu saja..kalo ngga, ga mungkin dia cari cewe lain.. Apa lg cewe lain itu lbh better dr pada kita..lol!

Benci! Kesel! Keki!

Kepaitan luar dalam..

Itu yg gw rasain skrg..tapi gw sayang bgt sama dia..

Cuma itu yg bisa ngalahin rasa benci gw ke dia..

So..yg harus gw lakukan skrg itu..

Belajar untuk melupakan semua yg negatif tentang dia..

Dan belajar sedikit demi sedikit untk mengampuni..

Cz itu cuma salah satunya cara yg terbaik yg harus dilakukan.. :)

Dan gw harap TUHAN bisa turun tangan membantu gw dalam proses yg menurut gw cukup sulit ini..

Cuma  Daddy JC aja yg gw andelin skrg ini.. Thanks Dad.. C:

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Month of Love

Bulan February..

Kebanyakan org beranggapan kalo bulan ini iti bulan penuh cinta..

Karena di bulan February itulah tepatnya tanggal 14, seluruh manusia yg ada d muka bumi ini merayakan hari Valentine bersama.pacar or orang" tercinta disekeliling kita...

Gw ga berharap punya pacar sekarang ini..

Tunggu sedikasihnya aja sama Tuhan..

Dan gw harap disaat semuanya uda Tuhan siapin sespurna mungkin.. Gw yakin itulah jodoh gw..

For me..

Maybe in this year.. I cant celebrate this vals day like a year ago and 2 years ago..

I didint feel excited to prepare for it.. Bcs i already lost u.. :(

I hope u still keep my small present that i already give u 2 years ago.. :)

Mungkin skrg buat lo itu bukan apa"..

Tp plg ngga gw seneng lo uda hargai Apa yg uda gw kasih buat lo.. :)

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for you ****

Sebenernya gw masih belom sepenuhnya MOVE ON from "Him"..

But..

Gw ngerasa gw uda 60% bisa ngelupain segala sesuatunya tentang dia..

Meskipun setiap gw liat yg berhubungan dan bersangkut pautannya dengan dia itu dapat membuat gw  galau kembali.. Haha

It's oke lah..

Gw maklum dengan keadaan gw yg masi ngga konsisten..

Banyak temen gw yang nnya..

"Gimana uda dpt yg baru belom? Masa kalah si sama Doi.. "

Ketika gw di tanya seperti itu..

Gw hanya bisa memberikan tanda :) dgn embel" "Lagi ga kepikiran buat pacaran dulu.. Or Masi pending calonnya .. "  apa bgt ga si gw? Haha..

Buat "Elo" yg sudah menemukan dambaan hati..

Semoga lu bahagia ya..

Jgn lu perlakukan dia seperti lo memperlakukan gw dulu..

Hargain dia selayaknya lo menghargai u'r mom and sist..

Sayangi dia dengan cara yang benar..

Long last with her.. :)

U'r already my past..

But 1 thing u must know..

I still wanna be u'r friend.. Like when we were know each other for the first time..

I know it's immposible for being like that now..

But later.. I wish we can to be best friend again..

Thanks for everything..

I still keep all of memories we were made together in 2 and half year..

I'm happy for being u'r ex GF..

And thanks for u`r love to me..

Regards,

15.12.09

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